Thursday, January 5, 2012
It's imagination, proven. It's fairytale, experienced. It's an entire section of my brain that I can no longer control because that part forever floating in a different hemisphere. It's opportunity and solution and result all wrapped into one. It's indescribable, obviously, but wanderlust has taken a hold of my mind and now I'm afraid I will never be cured.
I want to see a glacier, I want to eat snails, I want to be caught in a sandstorm. I want to understand people like I have never understood them before, I want to watch lives and affect them. I want NEW NEW NEW! I want that after-Thanksgiving-dinner feeling where you are so stuffed to the brim and content, all you can do is ponder how full of goodness you are that you have absolutely no more room. I want a huge antique chest in my house, full of hijabs and gloves and bangles and kimonos I bought all over the world. I want a globe. One of those brown ones you see on English Proffesor's desks so I can point my four-year-old's hand to all the places mommy has seen.
I want to be a collage, the whole world strung and glued to one soul, shaping and thickening and colorizing. I want to shine with experience and speak with wisdom learned through years of New. Travelling is a passion, a sickness, and an obsession I cannot shake.